Enscombe however was gracious, gracious in
fact, if not in word. His wish of staying longer evidently did not please; but
it was not opposed. All was safe and prosperous; and as the removal of one
solicitude generally makes way for another, Emma, being now certain of her
ball, began to adopt as the next vexation Mr. Knightley's provoking
indifference about it. Either because he did not dance himself, or because the
plan had been formed without his being consulted, he seemed resolved that it
should not interest him, determined against its exciting any present curiosity,
or affording him any future amusement. To her voluntary communications Emma
could get no more approving reply, than,
`Very well. If the Westons think it worth
while to be at all this trouble for a few hours of noisy entertainment, I have
nothing to say against it, but that they shall not chuse pleasures for me. -
Oh! yes, I must be there; I could not refuse; and I will keep as much awake as
I can; but I would rather be at home, looking over William Larkins's week's
account; much rather, I confess. - Pleasure in seeing dancing! - not I, indeed
- I never look at it - I do not know who does. - Fine dancing, I believe, like
virtue, must be its own reward. Those who are standing by are usually thinking
of something very different.'
This Emma felt was aimed at her; and it
made her quite angry. It was not in compliment to Jane Fairfax however that he
was so indifferent, or so indignant; he was not guided by her feelings in
reprobating the ball, for she enjoyed the thought of it to an extraordinary
degree. It made her animated - open hearted - she voluntarily said; -
`
He laughed rather consciously; and though
denying the sentiment, Emma was convinced that it had been so.
`And you must be off this very morning?'
`Yes; my father is to join me here: we
shall walk back together, and I must be off immediately. I am almost afraid
that every moment will bring him.'
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